Assalamualaikum. Dah lama gila tak update blog ni sampai haritu banyak kali try log in blog ni pun tak boleh. Ingatkan dah takde harapan nak log in sebab memang dah lama sangat tinggalkan alam ni. Cewahhh, alam gitewww hahaha. Tapi, harini tetibe boleh pula log in. Alhamdulillah. Tulah, buat lagi banyak banyak password, kan dah keliru. Padan muka kat diri sendiri. So, Syu nak update ni cuma nak bagitahu yang mungkin Syu dah boleh update post macam dulu-dulu. Hahaha sebelum ni pun asyik cakap macam ni, macam dah bosan je dengar ayat yang sama. Whatever ah. Hey, wanna know something? I'm already single. Yeap. I've broke up with him since 16 September 2013. And it seems like he's fine with that. Because he's the one who wants it and already have another girl in his life. Nahhh, it's okay. I'm okay and I'll be just fine. Just... Pray for me. It may takes some time to forget him, but I'll try. I don't want to get involved with his life anymore. After all that I've done for him, I've sacrificed everything for him. But he didn't even noticed that. So sad. But, I'm fine. Maybe I'm not that good enough for him. That's why he chose that path. You know, sometimes we just have to let go someone that we loved the most.
Sejak dah jadi single balik ni kan, tak tahu kenapa ramai lelaki yang tetibe confess their feeling kat Syu. I mean, apa yang Syu buat sampai dorang boleh suka kat Syu? Syu anggap diorang kawan ja. Tak lebih tak kurang. Okay maybe Syu ada tersuka kat salah seorang daripada diorang. Tapi tak semestinya Syu nak bercinta dengan orang tu. Sebab buat masa ni Syu rasa macam dah bosan nak bercinta. Yelah, mana taknya. Tau tau jelah sendiri. Bila hubungan tu bermula dengan hanya sebagai kawan then nak go on to the next step memang rasa awkward. Pastu bila dah broke up, dua-dua akan jadi strangers balik. Tak nampak cam buang masa je ke? Ramai dah yang Syu tolak sebab syu sayang diorang sebagai kawan Syu. Syu tolak diorang dengan cara yang baik. Sebab Syu taknak putus kawan dengan diorang. Memang sakit rasanya bila kena rejected, tapi nak buat macam mana. Lagi bagus sakit masa kena tolak daripada sakit masa bercinta. Tak gitu?
